Thursday, 19 August 2010

Vanilla is hard!

Sandy and i are having a vanilla break before my piercing happens. I asked for a week off. She agreed kindly, it's good to have a change of scene now and then. She fully admits she doesn't need it though.

But damn it's hard. We've almost forgotten how to have sex without being kinky, especially her. She keeps wanting to spank me or pinch my nipples. Not taking dirty is tricky. We both keep almost slipping up! Even how we interact during the day is a touch different, like we are playing at being vanilla! I can't imagine we would ever live this way permanently.

It's been lovely though. We've made love twice. I missed it so much the last couple of years that I've asked for a small extension of our week. We will make love again, but soon enough our need for d/s will reassert itself. Sandy could switch back already, I need a bit more. She has enjoyed lovemaking but doesn't need it to feel intimate like I do.

And I have masturbated every damn day. I feel well and truly drained. It's like a relaxing holiday.


heelsnstocking said...

How long till 'P' day?

S said...

OK. This is one of the hottest and sexiest blogs I have seen. If you don't mind me asking, how did you get started in playing these games? What is the kinkiest thing you have done? The sleeping in panties post, the bondage, it is all very hot!

bdenied said...

you seem to always gravitate back to the kinky....I wonder who likes the kink more you or Sandy

S said...

I'd always gravitate back to the kinky too. Kinky is the best part!!! I wonder what all of your limits are though.