No easy way to say this, no fluffy feel good sentiments, no great plan. A good friend has just died unexpectedly, no illness nor known reason. An easy going, calm and deliciously eccentric woman, an extra-ordinary domme. She could put someone at ease better than almost anyone I know. I've performed with her, sung to her, been beaten raw by her. She has played with friends whose experience of it was delightful.
Sorry I can't sing to you again like you wanted.
I will miss you, your husband will miss you. This is to your memory C. Won't forget you. One last cigarette together :)