Sunday, 31 January 2010

Currently locked and worried

I locked myself up earlier because I was worried I was going to crack while sandy was out. Tonight we have a big play planned.

Problem is her mean streak is coming to the surface and she is implying that it will be too much fun NOT to unlock me tonight.

Damn! Let's see if it's just a tease or she is serious.

New photoshoot online

For all of you interested bits of my newest photoshoot are online. Please have a look here. You will need a flickr account as my pics are restricted, then email me through flickr or the blog a request for friends level access. I hope you think it is worthwhile.

Please do comment, im still learning so appreciate feedback!

Tuesday, 26 January 2010

A little bit of extra fun

First little update...

Before playtime from my last post we had a call from a girl whose current boyfriend Sandy used to have sex with, for example see this post. We discussed naughty things they have been up to. It sounds like we may end up going to a swingers club with them soon, although primarily to see and be seen. It also transpires that she really likes the idea of the chastity belt I wear (she already knew about it), and would really enjoy holding the key. Sandy laughed when she said that, in a rather evil way I must add.

I suggested that after the club I could lock myself up and give her the key for a few days... Her response?... 'After? Before!'

Not sure this will happen, but imagine the fun of being at a swingers club with your wife, her ex boyfriend, his girlfriend who you have played with before, all getting sex and you locked up safe and sound. Key not even in your trusted wife's hands but her friends!

I think we may well play with them again someday, and if we do I cant imagine the belt will remain unused. I confess I love the idea, and it helps that she is so damn good looking!

Second update ...

Sandy and I spent today driving a van across london to pick up bits for a car. No kids, just me and her and 5 hours of interrupted (by kids) chatting. Lovely rare intimacy! I had suggested before we left, semi seriously, that I could go in my 'metal pants', and she go go without panties at all. She agreed, thought that sounded fun. So we drove around, me locked in my neosteel, her in a short skirt, black sheer stockings, and no panties. I have been horny, happy, attempting to grow in my cage, and fully in love all day. I might post a pic before bedtime of what I have had the pleasure of seeing all day. In the pit of my stomach horny, happy submissive husband hormones are being pumped out by the gallon.

Sunday night playtime

Last time we played I got a spoiled orgasm, and Sandy had three proper ones. I wasnt allowed to give them to her... Guess what happened on Sunday night?

You guessed it! A smorgasboard of fun. I had my hands tied behind my back, and my balls tied tightly. She tickled me mercilessly, since my hands were bound I could not stop her. We discovered that my balls are very very sensitive when bound so tightly. So nasty woman that she is she really laid into them with her nails. It was such an overwhelming sensation, 80% pain and 20% tickling, that I got noisy.

She dealt with that pretty quickly, buckling her ball gag into my mouth. Yes its her gag, im not allowed to use it on her. I have added a couple of holes to it and she used them, tightening it until I couldnt make any sensible sound. I spent the next half an hour like that, her alternating teasing me to the edge, torturing my balls, occasionally spanking of my inner thighs, and lots of tickling. She loves seeing the desperation in my face as I try to escape. Without my hands I was more helpless, and so much more ticklish, she drove me insane. She had no mercy at all, she enjoys this torment too much and feels no guilt these days. Naturally I wasnt allowed to cum.

She then got a devilish look in her eyes. After edging me hard she made me kneel, gagged and bound at the side of the bed. I guessed what was about to happen and begged her not to as best I could, Something like 'mmmph, mmmm, mm mm mmmmmmpphhhh'. Lol! She spread her legs wide, pointed herself at me and started to touch herself. As she did this she spread her lips, fingered herself, rubbed her smell on my lips, arched her back and generally edged herself and enjoyed it. I wasnt allowed to touch her, all I could do was look, beg with my eyes, rub my achingly hard cock on the side of the bed. I almost came seeing her. As she played she toyed with ne verbally, telling me to imagine myself bound and kneeling, gagged as I was, her fingers replaced with her boyfriends, his cock pushing into her. Watching them have sex and cum while getting nothing, just kneeling and being made to watch. When she came it was very very intense for her, and for me!

I was allowed onto the bed after that. For the first time in the whole evening I was allowed to touch her, hands still bound I snuggled up close, my face against her soft breasts. More teasing, more tickling, and two more powerful orgasms for her, none of which I was allowed to give her. She knows it drives me insane not to be allowed to pleasure her, and she took great pleasure in denying me that. At least I was snuggled with her as they happened, feeling her skin writhing and rubbing my cock as she came.

Finally satisfied she teased me some more, pressed her cunt on my face and I licked as she pushed me to the edge. Her cream oozed into my mouth tasting rich and tangy, my back arched, my cock spasmed and I started to cum HARD. Spurt one hit my shoulder, there were not further proper spurts, yes it was again another spoilt orgasm. I was horny within the hour again. Imagine given such a powerful first spurt what a fantastic orgasm it would have been, had she allowed me that pleasure. Such wickedness turns me on so much!

3 good ones for her, one spoilt for me, not allowed to pleasure her, again. I loved it though, but I wonder if she loved it even more.

Monday, 18 January 2010

A fun weekend, no an evil one

Saturday night we had a little play. Sandy had come three times the night before, after two weeks without sex they were strong orgasms! So Saturday she didn't feel the need, but he did feel like playing with me. I was feeling subby, and after two weeks without sex with her in need of fun and intimacy.

She teased the hell out of me. She used a tawse on my ass for almost an hour. She alternated that with a bit of teasing and a lot of tickling. At one point she had my head trapped between her legs, panties and crotch thrust against my mouth and legs pulling my head in to stop me breathing. She then spanked my ass hard, letting her leg relax now and then for a much needed breath. One breath only usually, a deep gasp before her thigh tightened and my world was again hot pussy, oxygen deprivation and a fiery pain on my butt. Heaven, at least for a fool like me.

Another point she had a tight hold of my balls which she had pulled away from me. It hurt a bit. Then she would tickle me hard between my legs (I was very ticklish by this point). What happens next, can you guess? Yes evil isn't it. Pull away from the tickling and your balls get yanked hard till they ache badly, till you can't stand it. Yet the tickling continues as you can't pull away far enough. Tickle, instinctive reaction, ball ache, more tickling. Serve up with a dash of amused and dark laughter and delight from an innocent looking blond.

Yup, heaven.

When she let me cum, a last minute decision, I felt like my insides exploded.

Saturday, 16 January 2010

Sandy replies to Belle's reply

Chez thumper Belle made the following post on her view of why she likes dominating him, and how it started. I found it very interesting, the way she focussed mainly on the dynamic and how she feels and not on the 'hotness'. This seemed to resonate with me, I sent it to sandy. This is her thoughts on it In her words as emailed to me


I wouldn't use the word hot to describe the submissiveness, but it is the power. That I can say 'do this...' and you will without question. It makes me feel like I have more equality in the relationship. Also it's lots of fun - it's entertaining to see your face when I ask you to do something - you are amused too.

Just a little reminder of warmer days

Friday, 15 January 2010

Wednesday, 6 January 2010

Help! Need strength

Am cracking, need to cum, not allowed.

Times like this I should be locked. Hard to resist!