I find myself between. I still crave to be dominated now and then, but I am increasing feeling the delicious urge to control. In bed with Sandy using her, abusing her and taking her when I want is the order of the day this last few months.
This is a hard phase for me. My identity is bound up with my sexuality and feeling neither dominant nor submissive for long plays out in an odd way. For example I still fantasise about a cuckold denied relationship but wouldn't want one. I am mostly dominant in bed now so when occasionally sandy switches my body has forgotten how to reach sub space. I often find if I'm masturbating and fantasising just as I come my fantasy switches from top to bottom, or vice versa.
Strange as I say. In flux. Moving into top mode but not quickly.
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- The diary of a switch. I was once a kinky guy in a somewhat vanilla marriage with a lot of problems. My wife and I tried to accommodate my kinky needs and failed. After many difficult years we discovered she was dominant and she learnt to shuck off her years of repression and let herself go. We haven't looked back. This is about how we progressed out of her vanilla comfort zone, much much further than either of expected, and fell back in love with each other. Email me if you like on mykeyman1 at googlemail dot com
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