Obedient

Tonight after a week of not cumming, she lay on the bed writing emails with my face in her ass. Kissing her little thong and ass cheeks. She said my face felt nice there.

After a good half hour she teased me to dripping, edged me a few times, then made me kneel at the end of the bed and watch her masturbate. Four times. I had to kneel and was sharply ordered not to approach or touch her. Begging to taste her was refused. And when I touched myself she quickly and sharply ordered me not to but in fact to put my hands behind my back and keep them there. Apparently I look sexy like that.

Occasionally she would tease me with her foot. And her second orgasm came on rather suddenly a few seconds after she forced her foot into my mouth. Think it turned her on!

She told me after she likes being mean to me, enjoyed the feel of her hand and seeing me doing what I was told pleased her.

Mmmmm

Ropey bondage and a columbian band

Connection? Only that they happen on the same night.

Ive spent the night in a rope dojo practicing and being practiced on. Rope skills are coming on, which is to say the arent totally rubbish anymore. But one hour there shows me how much I have yet to learn! I do however have a good friend and deliciously responsive rope bunny.

As if that was not cool enough, on arriving home late at night I hear loud and very cool music from the building opposite. Turns out there is a live columbian band playing, and I was invited to join them. So  there I was till after midnight with a beer, cigarette (indoors natch!) and the coolest music playing. This is the seedy underbelly of life, just how I love it!

Lots of changes - will I ever get time to write about them?

Shock life change

1. I no longer live in the UK, I now live in Switzerland. Hmm but my German is hella rusty! 
2. I've started my own business. 
3. I've been doing enough rope practice that once in a while people actually ask me for advice. Now thats truly shocking. 
4. Sandy has found that the reason for her low sex drive is very low testosterone levels. Doctors (after months of pushing to find the right practice) have now prescribed her a hormone cocktail to stabilise her hormone levels. So far so good but its only the first 2 weeks on it.

Shock changes that have not happened

1. We have not gone vanilla 
2. See number 1

Things to write about, if only I find time

1. Party on a kinky ship in Germany. Now that was fuck loads of fun!
2. Cigarette play, the new black!
3. Performing a floor show at a Vanilla venue with a good Domme friend.

What was running through her mind??

So here is sandy on all fours up against the head of the bed. Back arched. Legs spread. Pussy wet. What could possibly have been on her mind??





Well let's be honest it wasn't my locked up manhood penetrating her. No she was imagining being tied up like that, blindfold, and left there exposed for one of my friends to wander in, take advantage of her, and stretch her around his thick cock. And she was begging for a thick dildo inside her to complete the fantasy.

Needless to say I obliged :) needless to say she loved leaving me high and dry while 'another man' took her roughly.

Dildo gag

Although for the last couple of years we haven't played much with d/s, and where we have it's mostly been with me being the dominant, we have swapped now and then. We have also bought a few new toys, one of them being a dildo gag. The short end is shaped liked a short cock, the long end like a, you guessed it, long cock. When I bought this toy, pretty cheaply, I suspected that it would be too extreme for sandy. So although I've always wanted to try one I figured it would be a one time thing, mainly for my sake. I was wrong!

Sandy as I recall thought the idea was hot. I'm not entirely sure now. I do know that she enjoyed it hugely, and we have used it two or three times in the last year. That's good going in our house for a toy.

So most recently we used it last week. Sandy had me locked for a week at that point, and on Sunday night, the one week anniversary, we were fooling around in bed. She was in a wicked dominant mood and had refused to unlock me thus far telling me that she could tease me just fine without taking the cock tube off. Needless to say that as I got hard and it started to hurt she got all the more into it, teasing me more, making me ache. As I started to flinch she would push her nails into the engorged purple head of my cock, making me moan and make guttural noises deep in my throat. I would flinch but not escape as she held on to my balls and followed me, her nails digging in deeper. Causing me pain, intense pain on my cock was making her giddy with delight. And as she did this the disparity made itself felt to me, my own fingers caressed her soft wet womanhood gently, bringing pure pleasure to her.

After she tired of teasing me and decided she wanted to lay back and be properly pleasured. She needed to be filled. Filled deep. She pulled my locked cock against the wet slit and rubbed it there, cooing that I couldn't do the job, with faux pity saying how good her wet pussy would feel If I were inside. But I wasn't going to be allowed. Then she told me to get her dildo gag. Thus far I hadn't been allowed to taste her pussy,and seems I wasn't going to be. I was desperate to taste her.

Snatches of what came next....

I crawled naked across the bed and got the gag, her spanking my ass as I bent over to reach it.

Pushing the long end of the gag into my throat, making me suck it.

Her laying back, legs splayed lewdly and shamelessly, pushing the short end of the gag into her wet cunt, fucking herself with it in front of me.

Pushing the now sodden, creamy end of the gag into my mouth and buckling it on tight. It tasted heavenly, and felt wet and sloppy with her arousal.

Making me kneel at the foot of the bed and push the tip into her pussy as she masturbated in front of me.

I pushed a bit deeper, she moaned. She grabbed my hair and pulled me deeper, squealing as if in pain but not letting go.

As she got closer to orgasm I started to fuck harder and deeper, stopping now and then to let her fingers do their magic. Watching her lips engorging in deep red flushes, wet and spread around black veined rubber, 2 inches from my eyes. I could smell her but my mouth was gagged. No licking, no tasting, my voice taken so I could not beg, my cock taken so I could not impale. Now she pulled my head right in, my nose pressed rudely against her clit she rubbed and ground herself on my face. Her finger and my nose alternately used to pleasure her, to rub her sodden clit. Now my senses were washed in her scent and my ego utterly demoted, my face and nose used as a sex toy with no regard to my pleasure. That way she came, grinding herself on my nose and my mouth full of cock.

I was not unlocked that night, nor have I been since. She had no use for my cock and enjoyed taking her pleasure with no need to return the favour. She came twice more before we went to sleep, sated and calm in her case, aroused, aching and still locked up in mine.

What can I say?

It's a week today. The longest I have ever been locked up (though far from the longest chaste). Some thoughts...

I enjoy it. It couldn't be a lifestyle but for periods it's very sexy. Knowing Sandy likes me locked, knowing I depend on her. Knowing she gets to cum more than I do... It's very hot.

It's tough not wanking. I miss my own cock. That's kinda the point of course. I could touch Sandy all day to make up for it. She being the only outlet for my sexuality.

It's hot going to the gym and knowing I have to be careful. Flirting with the cute (very) yoga teacher knowing that she would be amused, surprised or even horrified if she only knew. Or maybe aroused but let's stay realistic not in fantasy land here :) Did I mention how bendy she was?

I wonder if Sandy will let me out for my office Christmas party. I hope so but I wouldn't push it. It's hard being drunk in a busy London bar when you can't piss standing up and a colleague has followed you in to the toilets wondering why you are hanging around the stalls. And I drink a lot on a proper night out, going for a pee isn't a one-off. It's likely we would end up at a lap dancing joint after, the girls often suggest it even when the guys don't. Yeah all kinds of frustrating hotness there, another story for another time.

Finally I find myself extra frustrated by having the kids around and that making a decent sex life all but impossible. Partly masturbation is an outlet, but partly the extra intimacy I tend to feel when locked has no outlet when we are busy running around after the kids all day and fall into bed shattered at night. First world problems I admit, but it's nonetheless tough for me to cope with.

Finally all this going to the gym is doing wonders for my muscle tone. Sandy certainly appreciates it! If anyone is still reading feel free to ask for a pic, lol!!

M

Spent the evening in a pub with a friend

A very sexy dominant woman who knew of my locked up condition. She spent the night in the pub alternating between rubbing her ass against my cock, sucking my lip or kissing me, and flashing the tops of her stockings at me.

At several points it was all I could do not to drop down and devour her pussy right there in public! Frustrated much??!