I've met a lovely girl funnily enough through her blog. She is cute, very sassy, and so deliciously subby it's hard to resist pushing and teasing her more and more :) being a fellow blogger I know she could read this so I won't go in to too many details but suffice to say I am fizzing with ideas to tease and torment her. Lol!
I emailed her after reading that she wanted to try shibari. I adore rope bondage but it takes a lot of time and practice, I've not yet found anyone to practice and play with regularly. I actually didn't expect a reply especially considering that to my knowledge she had no idea who I was. It turns out she reads my blog.
The email back was, she hoped, reserved. I found it refreshingly open and very enthusiastic, lol. To cut a long story short we emailed, texted, chatted, got on very well. She doesn't live very close but it's close enough. She is very submissive with a cheeky bratty side that makes me smile and gives me good excuses to be mean. Poor abused subby, I've got her churning up inside with lust and frustration at times. While I am sure we will play with rope plenty when we meet, I'm glad that it's progressed beyond that. She is now my sub, and becoming a friend. Hope we get on in person, pretty sure we will. Whats fantastic is that she really gets being a sub, the whole I want it and don't want it dynamic that so appeals to my dark side.
I don't know if i will put many details on here yet, we will see.
Sandy is fantastic about it. She is more than happy that I've found her and supportive of this. I can't ask for more.
So meet Mrs Discontented. Hopefully slightly less so now :)
Thursday, 28 April 2011
Monday, 11 April 2011
Quick sub story
He knelt in the hotel room waiting for her to arrive. They had been flirting for a while going back and fore with text message, getting to know one another, sharing dirty little fantasies… but this was the first time they met.
His heart pounded.
She had found his submissive streak and it had appealed to her. She knew that she had to experience it, take it in hand and let herself loose. She had got excited many times imagining what she would do if she were there. She knew what she wanted and tonight she had demanded nothing less than his complete submission. So he waited, totally naked except for a collar and leash, and blindfold, his body nude, legs spread. At her demand he had shaved his cock and balls completely, his submission highlighted by his hairless state. She had insisted on that! From one wrist hung a cuff waiting for her to attach it to the other wrist. The hotel room door was closed but unlocked.
His heart pounded.
She had dressed for the occasion. She had considered a number of outfits, classic dress, leather domme, simple lingerie or even something like a nurses uniform but in the end had settled on a business suit. For the simple reason that she felt powerful wearing it, and her smart dress highlighted his naked, plaything status. So she had dressed, smart black panties, stockings, black bra and a crisp white shirt. A knee length skirt and jacket completed her look. She fully expected to make him work to even get a peek up her skirt. As for an orgasm? This night was about her pleasure and she was in the mood to tease. She had already decided that he would make her cum, but she intended to send him away hard, aching, dripping with need for her still, her taste lingering on his mouth and face…
She finished her drink, walked up to the room 10 minutes late, she expected him to wait, then pushed open the door…
His heart pounded.
She had found his submissive streak and it had appealed to her. She knew that she had to experience it, take it in hand and let herself loose. She had got excited many times imagining what she would do if she were there. She knew what she wanted and tonight she had demanded nothing less than his complete submission. So he waited, totally naked except for a collar and leash, and blindfold, his body nude, legs spread. At her demand he had shaved his cock and balls completely, his submission highlighted by his hairless state. She had insisted on that! From one wrist hung a cuff waiting for her to attach it to the other wrist. The hotel room door was closed but unlocked.
His heart pounded.
She had dressed for the occasion. She had considered a number of outfits, classic dress, leather domme, simple lingerie or even something like a nurses uniform but in the end had settled on a business suit. For the simple reason that she felt powerful wearing it, and her smart dress highlighted his naked, plaything status. So she had dressed, smart black panties, stockings, black bra and a crisp white shirt. A knee length skirt and jacket completed her look. She fully expected to make him work to even get a peek up her skirt. As for an orgasm? This night was about her pleasure and she was in the mood to tease. She had already decided that he would make her cum, but she intended to send him away hard, aching, dripping with need for her still, her taste lingering on his mouth and face…
She finished her drink, walked up to the room 10 minutes late, she expected him to wait, then pushed open the door…
A little play
We had a little play at the weekend. Sandy, poor girl, ended up having 5 orgasms given to herself. I was required to kneel on the floor and watch, masturbate, put on a show for her and be real close to the edge and not cum. I wasnt allowed to touch her pussy at all, not even once, though she allowed me to suck her fingers clean.
Seeing me dripping horny and realising she had yet another orgasm in her she would give this delighted wicked laugh, then bury her fingers in her snatch again, having her pleasure once more.
Im still unsatisfied and very very horny!
M
Seeing me dripping horny and realising she had yet another orgasm in her she would give this delighted wicked laugh, then bury her fingers in her snatch again, having her pleasure once more.
Im still unsatisfied and very very horny!
M
Monday, 28 March 2011
I'm going on a sub hunt
A drink for the person who guesses the song behind the twisted lyrical association.
Actually been looking for a few weeks. Might have struck lucky. Early days but she is smart, confident and very naughty. Lives miles away, let's hope when we meet we click!
With Sandys blessing. How cool is that?
Regarding sandy, she's is loving being abused these days. A few days ago she came with my cock deep inside her pussy, my fingers deep in her ass, face down and being well and truly fucked and forced. She came so damn hard and I timed my orgasm with hers, as my cock grew that extra bit and started to pulse it set off a higher peak in her orgasm. She was limp after, didn't even twitch when I pulled my fingers out.
I enjoyed that!
Actually been looking for a few weeks. Might have struck lucky. Early days but she is smart, confident and very naughty. Lives miles away, let's hope when we meet we click!
With Sandys blessing. How cool is that?
Regarding sandy, she's is loving being abused these days. A few days ago she came with my cock deep inside her pussy, my fingers deep in her ass, face down and being well and truly fucked and forced. She came so damn hard and I timed my orgasm with hers, as my cock grew that extra bit and started to pulse it set off a higher peak in her orgasm. She was limp after, didn't even twitch when I pulled my fingers out.
I enjoyed that!
Friday, 18 March 2011
Red pant day
Today I've been asked to wear sandy's red panties because it's red nose day in the uk.
She was very entertained watching me put them on and get embarrassed.
M
She was very entertained watching me put them on and get embarrassed.
M
Saturday, 12 March 2011
Photo pervery
So heels and hedone seem to like my bum. Being a bit of an exhibitionist I thought I might put it out for all to see.
Sorry for the rough pic. Been under a camper swapping engines all day!
M xx
Sorry for the rough pic. Been under a camper swapping engines all day!
M xx
Monday, 28 February 2011
Cuntilicious
Well im amazed and touched that some of you are still here and interested in an update...
A few weeks ago on thumpers blog I wrote
'A year or two of strict orgasm control did bring sandy and I together. It created strains also, but on balance was good for us. Now the flr dynamic is behind us and I come when i like. It’s a strange feeling and I feel a keen sense of loss. However I have no interest in going back to being orgasm controlled and the longer time passes the less I want to actually go back. I wonder if it’s a phase or if I’ve had the submissive ‘burned out’. I only see it as a game I would play occasionally.
Yet, i worry about the lack of the cement that was added to our marriage by her owning my sexuality.'
This remains true, although I dont feel the loss anymore. I believe that the sub really was burned out of me, my vanilla and dominant sides are much more to the fore these days. I fantasise about being submissive, but its only an occasional bedroom thing. It was harder being a sub, constantly being gnawed at being horny and not in as much control of my day, whereas now I can cum and relax, I generally feel more relaxed. The loss of the dynamic has not affected us, which is good. Sandy tells me I am a much more caring husband for having done this for three years, so obviously a fair chunk of it has stuck... No bad thing and probably why the change has not been bad for us.
Also, and lets not underestimate this, its mid winter, we are both very busy at work and tired, colds and flu have taken their toll. Come summer and higher sex drive things will hot up I am sure. I am also fairly sure we will go back to being sub and Mistress again someday, not soon, and I suspect for shorter periods, but we will. Its not like we have stopped being kinky, but we are both rather enjoying this unusual thing called vanilla together.
Sandy has broken up with her boyfriend. Partly she found that she connects better with me without him around, she is a one man woman emotionally. Sex with others is an occasionaly thing for her we think. But also because he was getting much harder work, more demanding. She has a relationship, family, kids, demands. She doesnt need more demands. Had he stayed an occasional fun friend and fuck she may well still be seeing him, she liked his company and enjoyed the sex a lot. After all his pressure (he wanted a lot more of her) she is glad to be out of it, though she has no regrets. For me it was fun, we explored a fantasy which we both enjoyed, she has rediscovered her breasts as a source of sexual pleasure (which has of course brought me benefits). So on balance fun while it lasted, and some small benefits to the relationship.
One final thing, I decided to get lasered after all, my cock, balls and arse are now permanently hair free and very smooth, as is Sandy's delicious pussy, which has just a landing strip to show me the way. Cuntilicious she calls it, and it is! Maybe I will show you a picture...
M
A few weeks ago on thumpers blog I wrote
'A year or two of strict orgasm control did bring sandy and I together. It created strains also, but on balance was good for us. Now the flr dynamic is behind us and I come when i like. It’s a strange feeling and I feel a keen sense of loss. However I have no interest in going back to being orgasm controlled and the longer time passes the less I want to actually go back. I wonder if it’s a phase or if I’ve had the submissive ‘burned out’. I only see it as a game I would play occasionally.
Yet, i worry about the lack of the cement that was added to our marriage by her owning my sexuality.'
This remains true, although I dont feel the loss anymore. I believe that the sub really was burned out of me, my vanilla and dominant sides are much more to the fore these days. I fantasise about being submissive, but its only an occasional bedroom thing. It was harder being a sub, constantly being gnawed at being horny and not in as much control of my day, whereas now I can cum and relax, I generally feel more relaxed. The loss of the dynamic has not affected us, which is good. Sandy tells me I am a much more caring husband for having done this for three years, so obviously a fair chunk of it has stuck... No bad thing and probably why the change has not been bad for us.
Also, and lets not underestimate this, its mid winter, we are both very busy at work and tired, colds and flu have taken their toll. Come summer and higher sex drive things will hot up I am sure. I am also fairly sure we will go back to being sub and Mistress again someday, not soon, and I suspect for shorter periods, but we will. Its not like we have stopped being kinky, but we are both rather enjoying this unusual thing called vanilla together.
Sandy has broken up with her boyfriend. Partly she found that she connects better with me without him around, she is a one man woman emotionally. Sex with others is an occasionaly thing for her we think. But also because he was getting much harder work, more demanding. She has a relationship, family, kids, demands. She doesnt need more demands. Had he stayed an occasional fun friend and fuck she may well still be seeing him, she liked his company and enjoyed the sex a lot. After all his pressure (he wanted a lot more of her) she is glad to be out of it, though she has no regrets. For me it was fun, we explored a fantasy which we both enjoyed, she has rediscovered her breasts as a source of sexual pleasure (which has of course brought me benefits). So on balance fun while it lasted, and some small benefits to the relationship.
One final thing, I decided to get lasered after all, my cock, balls and arse are now permanently hair free and very smooth, as is Sandy's delicious pussy, which has just a landing strip to show me the way. Cuntilicious she calls it, and it is! Maybe I will show you a picture...
M
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